sajak koi: July 2009

AIRMATA Iman
(Rabu, 5 Mac 2008 @ 07:07 pagi)

tadi
kubisik padamu
ungkapan di luar mahu
tersentak tika airmata
basah tumpah di dada
ngilu sendumu menghiris
empat kamar jantungku
maafkan aku nyawa
mencalit pilu di hatimu
yang tak berdosa itu.

usap airmatamu intan
hentikan esakan
usah bersedih lagi
pedih belahan luka itu
ujian kasih Allah pada kita
mari kukunyah
rasa kelat
kumamah
hingga lumat
pahitnya
biarku telan.

dengarlah puteri
seluruh rasa dan darah
setiap nafas dan rongga
adalah geran
taruhan mutlak
bukan surat jaminan
bulan itu bola mainanmu
atau kerdipan kejora
menerangi kabus
lorong berliku
yang bertanda noda
kelabu dan ungu.

redhokanlah manis
raikan sampai akhirat
kugenggam tanganmu
seperti selalu
debar menunggu
di sungai madu
bersambut wangi
kasturi Firdausi
bertemu Rabb
untuk melafazkan
syukur dan tawaduk
cinta kasih-sayang ini
seperti kehendakNya
hanya berdua
senyumlah.

UTUSAN SARAWAK
Khamis, 13 Mac 2008

TO MY CHILD

Just for this morning
I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying,
I will let you choose what you want to wear and smile and say how perfect it is, I am going to step over the laundry and take you to the park to play.

Just for this morning
I will leave the dishes in the sink and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together,
I will keep my cell phone switch off and unplugged the computer and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.

Just for this afternoon
I will not contemplate, not even a tiny grumble when you sulk and mope for that ice cream tub and I will buy you two instead of one.

Just for this afternoon
I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.

Just for this afternoon
I will let you help me bake cookies,
and I won't stand over you trying to fix them, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys.

Just for this evening
I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry, and will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.

Just for this evening
I will snuggle beside you for hours and miss my favourite TV shows, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born and how much I love you.
I run my finger through your hair as you sleep, and I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.

Just for this evening
I will think about the mothers and fathers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms, and who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly and screaming inside that little body.

And when I kiss you goodnight I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer.
It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask him for nothing except
one more day...

anonymous

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