ada di mata bulan ada di wajah matahari ada di tangan kejora telah hati hilang di kelam malam lewat ini rasa terpendam resah hati pada takdir harapan mencari janji terhenti
padaMu.
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
PERGI ...
irama kasih
dan apapun terindah
tak lagi kudengar
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dia telah pergi
meninggalkan jiwa hati
seratus tujuh hari
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Sunday, August 9, 2009
RESAH
malam mengikat
jarak rasa
*tidak pedulikan
waktu usia
maupun
sia-sia mimpi
sorgaku
kusebut lagi
namamu
Thursday, July 9, 2009
kembali yang entah
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Monday, June 1, 2009
TERSEMAT
bulan
pinjamkan
cahaya putihnya
untuk benderangkan
balang suram
hatiku
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Saturday, May 9, 2009
TERBANGLAH
pada awan-awan nipis kutinggalkan pesanan ringkas tololnya seorang aku dalam ini permainan
terbanglah bersama pari-pari cerita dongengmu ayuh!
tadi kubisik padamu ungkapan di luar mahu tersentak tika airmata basah tumpah di dada ngilu sendumu menghiris empat kamar jantungku maafkan aku nyawa mencalit pilu di hatimu yang tak berdosa itu.
usap airmatamu intan hentikan esakan usah bersedih lagi pedih belahan luka itu ujian kasih Allah pada kita mari kukunyah rasa kelat kumamah hingga lumat pahitnya biarku telan.
dengarlah puteri seluruh rasa dan darah setiap nafas dan rongga adalah geran taruhan mutlak bukan surat jaminan bulan itu bola mainanmu atau kerdipan kejora menerangi kabus lorong berliku yang bertanda noda kelabu dan ungu.
redhokanlah manis raikan sampai akhirat kugenggam tanganmu seperti selalu debar menunggu di sungai madu bersambut wangi kasturi Firdausi bertemu Rabb untuk melafazkan syukur dan tawaduk cinta kasih-sayang ini seperti kehendakNya hanya berdua senyumlah.
UTUSAN SARAWAK Khamis, 13 Mac 2008
MENGINTAI
sukar aku fahami bulan tiba-tiba mengintai celah-celah awan cahayanya jatuh di ranting kering gugur menimpa rumput culas di diam lamanku. API - 1 May 2008
TO MY CHILD Just for this morning I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying, I will let you choose what you want to wear and smile and say how perfect it is, I am going to step over the laundry and take you to the park to play.
Just for this morning I will leave the dishes in the sink and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together, I will keep my cell phone switch off and unplugged the computer and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.
Just for this afternoon I will not contemplate, not even a tiny grumble when you sulk and mope for that ice cream tub and I will buy you two instead of one.
Just for this afternoon I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys.
Just for this evening I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry, and will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.
Just for this evening I will snuggle beside you for hours and miss my favourite TV shows, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born and how much I love you. I run my finger through your hair as you sleep, and I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.
Just for this evening I will think about the mothers and fathers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms, and who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly and screaming inside that little body.
And when I kiss you goodnight I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask him for nothing except one more day...
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